when heart stops.............

As my last post here was a kind of emotional -serious rated,  seriously i got motivated !  That was a truce for my whimpering about  facing hard times. While incoperating too much of optimism into the post, i nver ever belived i am being prepared for more tough times. Of course i am not covenant with God in that respect and can nver  be! So i dedicate this one completely  for a topic that a 19 year old girl need not bother. But 'the girl of emotions ' can not let it go with no word on it!All that happenz z life  imply the  happenings till death. so what about death,? If birth  is the only day when others smile at your cry, then death is that rueful day when everyone cry at your motionless face.Technicaly death is a state when a body comes  to a non-recovered state of rest forever. Intensely its the time when the soul releases all its power over the body- while the body is left to the rest for relegious procedures where is the soul? ? when each beating hearts mourn does the soul feel the same? when we respose 'rueful' does the lived ones say the same?? where goes the soul??hell or heaven?? Answering these questions leads to a new topic life after death!! It was during those early days when my fascinating mind first asked "pyramids are for dead people????" "Life after death Egyptians have their own beleives carried to generations over the ages" Oh God!!! its toooooo complicated and in the only living planet where every life ends someday we have a regional diversity for defining the life after death!!! Anyway for archeologists its the best piece of cake.( i mean pyramids!!)
                                                                              The obituary in newspaper - so many people die a day!!!! It will never bother neither of us unless we find a familiar, very familiar face among those strange lived lifes. What happens after death is truely mysterious as always. How   reactions should be?? When suddenly a realisation peeps in that an attachment with a life is dettached forever.... mourning is a generalised reflexive response but beyond that when a familiar affectionate, loving heart stops forever how will an emotional heart   response? The innocent thoughts about the varrying cremational procedures may outline the heartbreaking thoughts about the lost. how long will anyone mourn over the loss? Depends upon the depth of the relation you had. It seems Time plays the key role. Time heals the voids is it?? But my explanation says (overstates) Time never fills the void but silence the rest. Perhaps that maintains the balance, but memories!! Memories keep restoring the  thoughts about the loss. Here time could not do much than reducing the frequency. Whatsoever  time does : the moment we realise the truth- the truth that the body before you laid in peace as a corpse is no longer  healthy to hold you, touch you,  voice to you, nor to face you is the toughest of all times. Thus death will never spare the nearby from emotional outbursts. 'riverting to trival things to avoid embarassing emotional display' is always an appreciated ideology but not apt  for the seperation a death cause.Any religion you belive, every religion explains the soul finaly reach god. So great applause to that Ultimate power who controls everything.
                                                                     Hence Life at some point leads to a path , where the above truth haunt you for days , months or years, where you will  witness the familiar face in that side of newspaper, finaly when the dreams or intutions about the (old)  lovely face causes a trepidation in you!! A Life that sprout from birth is accompanied by death and someday it takes the charge, still the moment  a thought of our death stikes we call it 'absurd'. Life finally haults forever leting others face the truth , the cycle continues.  Some where i read, the saints there in Himalayas who gave up mundane life callously (from my view) state death is not the end ; that they can survive after that state..complicated that i leave it there. After every death people cook up a story summarising 'he/she must had an intution about death, her/his  words indirectly reflects  an idea about the death.' So here i am courageously directly talking about death: any of my readers can say ' the girl had made a blog post about death recently or long before' when its time ........... :P
                                                                         Writing  this post was not an easy process, guss that is the power of the topic . It  stole lot of my time unlike anyother posts.......The post completely swivels on natural death and the related, and not anyword about suicides.i had no intention to pass on a negative vibe, instead a senseful  thought!!